Less than a second

It doesn't depend on me... I depend on it, that's because I am what I am, that's the reason of my life. Time is passing too fast and too slow, too fast for those things I don't want end, too slow for those others that make me suffer even through my dreams. And I don't have words, I don't have anything, but you have what you want. And I feel tired from myself, and you feel stronger than the waves of the sea. I'm running as faster as I can, but it's not enough. I'm trying to stop thinking as stronger as I'm able to do it, but it's not enough. And it will be never enough until the end of everything, even more. Give up it's not an option... it simply happens, it's not your choice. And I feel strange waiting for that moment when suddenly everything will end in less than a second.